ergh!
introducing taxes
stock
National tax
terms
markets
inflows
United
redistribute
finance
develop?
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night
(or morning)

at ten past one in the morning:

they can't

sometimes, when you love someone, after a while, you begin to think that they think like you

at twenty past one (in the morning):

but you don't

sometimes you think you understand

at twenty to two:

and you might

sometimes you think you'll be with them for a long time


at one minute and twenty-one seconds past two:

things fall
its just how it goes

and i don't know very much



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removed memories
told asking break something hate disgusting told broke love more weigh deciding wanted more lose fail happy time mess happened 'mess'. lost ... more learn never see give up alone living want exist much before give growing person better felt everything.

remember hard love finally shown six important life loved accept less ago learnt no-one falling five apart happened problems [somewhere] about appreciate regret hurt anymore four nothing some-day fades away thinking gone want whatever trust afraid stupid three because because be close two retreat remember laughing, throwing, happy sitting. visit see cut down, looking remember laying next to you

one good horrible heartless prick

removed memories
need
'OK'

I'm so sorry.

trying hold nights sometimes
just ... almost started
haven't someone else
not new
look past
through*
or avoid completely.


never organising something else
getting drunk - drinking?

sat, seen your end, in my own home.
feel - guess 'hurt'?

miss hate hurts feel reason care part either understand through hope works healthy - time is there [where]. give allowed would think possibly better take that lead. alot of things show effort. understand their need - and I am willing something together.

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I'm talking about the Weather
It has been quite cold of late, though I find myself saying I'm really quite warm. Home is warm. I feel at home with Brendan.

Gloves and scarves are … novel.
My big black coat is warm. A tee [long sleeved, close-fitting and white], another [blue, with shiny motif on front, v-neck cut], a borrowed jumper [should get that back], a jacket [with zipper], and my big black coat on top.

I got an early train that day.
Eckersly's Art Supplies. Half way from Wynyard to Town Hall
I walked from there to get the bus from Elizabeth Street.

Raining

I liked it

He used to like that coat. I remember Performing Arts night. An idea which didn't really work — we never did make it to the lookout, he said we did, he drew us standing there holding hands.

Put away with the other letter's; a brown paper envelope ‘lost’ in the top of my wardrobe.


6 weeks holidays. Will I get to Melbourne. Will we?
We'll see — I hope so though.

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Performance Art tomorrow.
 with an Installation component.


7 projects for 7 weeks


my life fell apart somewhere in the middle - or seemed to, seeming to. seams
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Plotting a path.
5 minutes on the phone with a pleasant but withdrawn sounding recorded voice and I've lodged my preferences for the 2006 NSW University entrance applications process.

“Six Zero Nine - Three Four Five: University of Technology Sydney, Bachelor of Arts in Communication (Social Inquiry) and International Studies”
To confirm press 1.

Another four courses added - I'll change them a few times before the December closing date.
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